Monday, July 20, 2020


Bray and Barks : A Story


On the large public television screen
put up in the heart of the town
appeared a donkey, somewhat lean
but not too docile, and dull brown.  

A news-reporter with a microphone
provoked the animal standing alone,
eager and impatient to make it say  
something in the language of its bray.  

Annoyed, it directly faced the lens
and jerked its body for ten seconds
as if to shake off all its reticence
and the embarrassing diffidence.

But to everyone’s utter bewilderment
Its jerk caused cracks on the TV screen
that fell into pieces the very next moment
leaving behind only the borders of the screen.

And lo! Jumping out of the virtual world
the donkey stood now on the ground real, 
where all stood, the ground that’s tarred.
The audience were now virtually petrified
while many in horror retreated and cried.  

Standing at arm’s length from the viewers,
it swayed its head to the right and to the left.
Then looking straight ahead and a little upward  
it released a loud bray for one full minute.

Its bray, a little too harsh and audacious,
contrary to some enthusiastic expectations,
attracted the cacophony of ire from canines
of various hues and voices, sizes and spines.  
Leashed as well as unleashed and stray,
they all frantically barked and whined  
even at the faint echo of the bray.
To scare it away they all lined.

Unperturbed, the donkey walked indifferently
Past the crowd that stood gaping awfully
while the reporter with microphone in hand
still in the empty frame did gawkily stand.

He seemed imploring but no word could be heard
and the animal turning its head backward
brayed loudly as if it said, “O you super brain!  
“Why don’t you come out of the confining frame?”

On its head the southward sun shines
as it passes by the host of hostile canines.
And I, a witness to this strange spectacle,
hurriedly record the incident in these lines.
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 July 16 - 17,  2020.










Time will Come
(A Pandemic Song)

Time will come,
before we succumb to hopelessness
and we will be walking hand in hand
along the sidewalk of the busy streets
without mask on our faces,
going desultorily through the lanes
with our arms across each-other’s waists.

Time will come
when we will again step into a roadside eatery,
eat warm samosas or momos from one single plate,
and walking across the zebra-crossing,
we will assimilate like molecules
into the buzzing swirl of market place,
charged with more vibrancy
we will find our way through ever-swelling crowd,
get onto an over-crowded bus
or a fuming and spluttering Bikram Tempo
to reach some other part of the city.

[From a corner of our vocabulary 
the word 'Sanitizer' will have evaporated
without leaving even a faint trace of its odour.]  

Time will come
when we will find ourselves in a jam-packed stadium
watching a football match or a cricket match,
you cheering shrilly for one team
and I shouting support for the other.
As the final whistle goes or the last ball is bowled
we will have already been in high and low tide.
Or in an open space away from the stadium,
abandoning ourselves on the dusty ground like many others,
we will be enjoying the sleight of hands of a street musician.

Raising our fists high up 
in a surging and boiling protest rally
we will be shouting slogans thunderously.
  
Time will come
when we will be joining wedding parties
vigorously shaking hands and hugging each other.
Drawing aside from the assemblage,
some invitees in pairs will be whispering intimate words
inhaling each-other’s breath.

Time will come
when we will be gathering in the neighbourhood
where death has occurred,
paying the deceased our last respect,
bidding him / her a decent final farewell. 

And on the same day in the evening,
we will be in a birthday party
singing in chorus – Happy Birthday to you !
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But for now 
let us just be virtually happy 
for our virtual meeting
that hangs in-between illusion and reality.  

And who knows
even the day we have been waiting for
may just be a virtual one?    
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July 12,  2020.



I Can’t Breathe…
-          Manprasad Subba

George,
the three words you laboriously uttered
before you ceased to be  
beneath the avalanche of snow-white knee,
now thundering in the sky of America and everywhere,
loudly echoing even in the southern hemisphere --
I Can’t Breathe…
And the streets in chorus are singing the dirge-
I can’t breathe… I can’t breathe…

The difference between your neck and his knee ---
your neck was black and all the time throbbing with fervor  
while his knee weighed down as hard and cold as white boulder.
Your blackness shone like a smooth black stone image from antiquity
while under the cover of his whiteness
some blackest designs were lurking.

His white skin is not as white as your teeth
that would shine bright whenever you grinned,  
nor as much white as your bones under the black skin,
nor as white as the sclera of your eyes.

O Big Floyd,
we’d seen all your soul’s brightness
when you vigorously sang rap in Houston.
You rapped in colourless voice
gushing out through the same throat
that the cop’s white boulder knee pinned down.

Today
every single word in black ink says -
if the whiteness of avalanche
falls so crushingly on the neck of time
I can’t breathe ..
And the words have come out of the confinements of the books
rallying round you, O George Floyd,
singing dirge in chorus – I can’t breathe…